4 June 2025

I have an urge to share my feelings on my blog. I tried it yesterday, but it was either too deep or too shallow. Also I wasn’t sure what I really wanted to express. There is no need for any message but I know deep down I’m sharing things on purpose. Why is an important question for me. There are not many engineers around me. I miss them. Engineers are think differently from the most of the people. We are goal oriented and efficiency driven. However this is usually leading to misunderstanding. Whenever this happens, I end up being the one they think is the asshole. It’s just how it goes when emotions take over everything. I didn’t get it when I was younger. I’d get frustrated, trying to figure out why it always went down this way. But these days, I’m over it. I get that people just react with their feelings, and honestly, it doesn’t bother me as much anymore.

“Remember love is our only mission

This is a journey of the soul” -Daft Punk

I’ve cut my hair. I had long hair for about 10 years. One day I woke up and looked in the mirror. Looked the mirror longly. That was the moment I decided.

The only comment I’ll make about it is, whoever (man or woman) cut their long hair after many years, check on him. There is definitely something going on in his life. Maybe he can’t explain it easily. Maybe he is trying to express it somehow. Maybe this is the reason he is listening to music all the time to not hear his thoughts. And maybe this is the reason he is running far distances without headphones. He is trying to say something if you’re willing to listen.

4 June 2025

Osman Kerem