9 August 2024

“What does it mean to search for ourselves?”

“Finding yourself shouldn’t be confused with going places to look True Yourself”

“No mountain high enough” -> Refers the last one, going to hiking to looking yourself

“Either you are who you are already, or you become someone other than who you are”

My questions:

Have I found myself yet?

Is this person really me?

Am I enjoying the search for looking true myself?

If so, because of the enjoyment do I really want to find myself?

Do I ever find myself?

Would it be boring if I find myself?

How am I going to understand if I find myself?

Is it possible to find truly who am I?

“Becoming who you are” - Nietzsche

This are the difficult questions that I might never find the answers. Maybe there is not any answer. In that case, does it mean “I found myself” or “It is impossible”?

I guess I’ll never know.

Later on same day, I somehow drawn to Dun Laoghaire. I sat on a bench. I looked through Howth lighthouse. There are few ships were sailing. I sat there and questioned myself.

Why am I here, physically and mentally.

I somehow remembered Van Gogh.

9 August 2024

Osman Kerem

Dublin